Breaking through a sea of Goldenrod that I thought was rag weed. I'm in a completely new eco system from anything I have delt with before. 

snarky sound credit to Family Guy

 

When I'm 64

 

Art by Roxanne Sterling 2025

Do people still write blogs? Right now, this is a diary.. 

My goodness is 11 years since my last entries. I'm going to start with what's going on now. 

I am about to sell my old home in Oregon. My divorce settlement connected it. At 63, I am starting a new life. 

I will have only 25k to buy a fixer upper. I have spent the largest part of my life living on the west coast. L.A. as a youngin.., Santa Cruz for 30y, as I survived during those years, I spent months here and there..Mendocino,  San Francisco, I always returned to Santa Cruz. 18y ago, I moved to Southern Oregon. A long time.

There is no possible way to buy anything on the West Coast in my price range. You see, I simply can not afford much overhead with my current social security payment. It will be all I can handle paying normal bills and food. 

So the plan is to buy a super cheap home outright and slowly fix it. My whole life has been leading to this. It's truly my actual factual dream. I plan to make a YouTube series about this very personal adventure into retirement, gardening, and remodeling an old house. 

This will be about thriving, dispite limited cash. I am seizing this moment. My works are paying off, I will make the absolute most I can of it. Will I make mistakes? I promise I will. 

My starting point as of today is.. We have a buyer.. we are in the 10d waiting period for inspections. They want 45d to close so we are about 2m from payday.

During the last 6 months I had to move back into my old house with my ex-husband to get this house in the best possible shape we could. He is a professional painter, I love painting, but I am sometimes hasty. I cleaned areas of this place that no one has touched since it was built, I cut in and primed, and he did little repairs and painted. I decorated.. it looks great now. More to do here, no doubt, but move in ready.

I am looking in Illinois and Pennsylvania. I had a house, but it looks like it's pending now. I had spent some time doing due diligence on it. It had foundation problems probably better left to a specialist. I never got eyes on the work needed there. I loved the house, tho, I've been seeing myself there for months now. Sigh. I'm willing to believe it's a blessing in disguise that I do have angels looking out for me. Another house in Illinois has my attention as well. Beginning due diligence on that house Monday. 

Meanwhile, I need a new SUV. I have a big lovable disobedient rambunctious dog. I can't leave her. Wolf, Shepherd, Red Doberman, Husky. She was kind of a Covid baby. Her socialization didn't happen. She's super attached to me,and moving into a new situation alone isn't something I want either. The logistics of traveling with all my stuff and her.. tricky and expensive. 

So I am trying to shop for a car with no money,  looking for a house without knowing for CERTAIN that the buyers here won't back out last minute. 

I will make this new life happen.. come hell or high water. 

The adventure started last year, it continues to require work to get where I'm trying to get to. I hope the work never ends because I am getting good at this. 

My YouTube link. This is where (in the future) I will post my home buying/remodeling content..Hoping to monetize that.

https://youtube.com/@laurelcanyonmojo?si=nxrboEe7jx-Ui8ao

 Below.. my TicTok.. My last years leading to my divorce, the story leading up to my sisters death shortly after moving all the way to N.J., and my long trip to visit family and friends during my return west. I will still post on TicTok more personal stuff. I have friends there. You're invited. 

https://www.tiktok.com/@roxanne.laurelcanyonmojo?_r=1&_t=ZT-93Z4hdIFPgV

Insta and Facebook.. nope

On playing Mother Nature; Part 1

We are gardeners, we love plants, we tend our plots in our human ways, and when they grow we grow.  The longer we have a garden the closer we feel to nature.  The closer we feel to nature the more we study nature.

 My teacher Sepp Holzer has validated the value of these unseen relationships we form with our gardens and by relation the connection to all of nature.
 Nature/Nurture there is little difference.  If I have groked anything in this endeavor it is that nature endures beyond my attention span, I am not going to be the caregiver for the planting I have made; Nature is.  Natural forces are the determining factor for the survival of every living thing, and we humans are ignoring the endurance of natural inevitabilities; instead of using these forces for the abundance so easily obtained.
We have learned by study, yes every one of us who pays attention recieves a tiny message every time we stop to smell the roses so to speak.
Can we take walk now into the forest, can we now rest among the clover for an hour and imagine our hand doing good upon the land?
Allow the small things to exist, the weeds as you might call them are the blankets for our soils billions of years in the making. They are doing work so important you may never understand it... let that be o.k.
Be a deer some days nip at the tops of your most prized flowers or peppers. Be a pig and dig.. If we keep gardens away from animals we have a lot of work to do imitating them. Over time the lack of animals among our gardens is going to be glaring.
In an urban/suburban environ we do well to draw animals to the garden or find ways to imitate their influence.
We lay manure, and that seems to be the extent of the understanding the general public has embraced as truth.

We need frogs, snakes, bees bugs and yes and even deer.. why?? Resilience, natural selection.  Especially w/ perennials/ food forest type plantings... but even in a tiny plot .. bugs will reveal the weakest plants in your plots.  Resilience comes from stress in many cases.
Compost is another one of natures wonder drugs for greenery, organic matter properly broken down or laid upon the surface will provide.
When applying most amendments or organic matter, leave them on the surface and allow worms the most accessible animal in uber sterile urban container plantings, started in bagged soil; worms can be immensely beneficial in such situations.  Worms will bring down what they need and do the composting for you if making a compost bin or pile, is not for whatever reason is NOT "happening". I have watched them pull small bit of leaves or grass down their holes while observing my garden beds in the early evenings and in the morning fog.  I have even seen them take down ting lettuce seedlings and in effect thinning them for me.

When I seed a surface I over do it.. just like nature I place many many seeds down, planning for failure, planning for bugs and birds. The strongest survive and self thin by dominance, the stand out, the specimen supreme. I lose thousands of seedling this way, intentionally as a natural selection method. Rarely do I find an entire batch of seeds to be so flawless as to produce a dozen such specimens in a single clump of sprouted seeds.  Mostly broadcasting seeds, in most cases not burying them in rows. I consider and have observed watering to be enough disturbance to cover seeds till germination.  A light covering of grass clippings or straw acts as a perfect coverage and support for emerging seedlings, just as in a natural field or hillside.
I enjoy pretending to be mother nature, making natural trellises, gathering seeds and twigs.. turds and stones to assemble at the feet of my plants for their well being and my own.
  

Many different plants together ... nature's way of defending against bug issues .. friendly frogs help too.

I am not saying let deer wreck your prized plantings, I'm saying prune heavily sometimes like a deer would. Dig out roots from the side of a large perennial like a pig..thereby thinning the clump. Dump some manure.. dare I say encourage some peeing on the bushes. You are an animal after all ;) 

Spring to Summer 2013

That's me on the left, hands on hips deep in communion, listening to my teacher Sepp Holzer  speaking in German.  I  felt like I understood somehow, he is so expressive and animated ..quite hilarious. Completely charming.

  I am at the crossroads again and so are you.

  Spring. It's amazing, nurturing, magical, verdant bliss tinged with winters last tantrums and hints at summers blistering sun. I have these seeds..buckets of them saved and given, these magical pearls of potential, along with visions of multiple Eden's to match. I've done a lot of planting and seen some losses already .. during days away I lost most all my main tomato eggplant and pepper seedlings I do for sales. Direct sowing has been prolific, and so have the slugs and sow-bugs. I lost my husbands camera during my trip so I have very few pictures of the losses and gains.. probably better that way..better to see what makes it to the summer...who ends up being the "winner "this year.

  I spent the very first days of spring back in my old stomping grounds at a workshop. Sounds bland, sounds like something done often. Well I was blessed, privileged, directed, to meet some of the greatest teachers of natural farming/living of our time, Sepp Holzer and his crew. Oh I know it just a slice of reality but what a rich slice it was!

Chad and Sepp under the big tree!!

      Margarete,  Judith and Johnny .. The Austrians who traveled here to the states with Sepp Holzer.

Our hugelbeet built at the workshop!

  My return trip was emotional and I was overwhelmed with relief hope and joy. It was closest to; learning that your dying mother is going to be okay..that the illness can be cured simply AND I can do it.. I can contribute the essential ingredient that will heal her. What I experienced was like attending a mythical feast where every dish was prepared by a master chef. Then I got to have an intimate talk about every subtlety of each dish. That's what it was like.

  Some new thought patterns cascade inspiration.   Mushrooms are the saviors of the deep forest. So having a shady woods on your property is a wonderful asset.  

  Water collection is primary in any design.

  Without addressing the practicality of natural water harvest, your design is useless.  I do not care if you are building a tool-shed,  try to make it harvest water!!

   How do we cultivate? How were we able to survive in days of YORE? With less ingredients , yet better flavor and imagination!

  I love the opulence of this earth, yet the myriad of combinations possible should not become an year long obsession. We have all seen still life paintings and images of  fruit or flower and vegetables. As a child I looked upon these types of images as one dimensional .. a little obvious. I now see these types of paintings as historical and scientific...catalogs of the variances passed along by cross breeding and happenstance. They illustrate the gift of the moment, the reason we celebrate seasons.

  What I'm embracing is what needs to become my rhythm and ritual;  how to harness the season. As we all know the mind makes a promise that the body sometimes has a hard time filling, so much of the abundance I create turns to mulch as I try to keep up. However with very little effort, finding or harvesting a crop of something is nearly always possible especially since I like to eat greens!! Dinner is not what you want every single day, sometimes it needs to be what you already have. In my past I focused on annual plantings, my new focus is perennial food bearing trees, shrubs, and learning about all the supporting plants that nurture feed and protect those larger plantings over their lifetimes. In permaculture this is called a guild and it's how you build a self sustaining food forest..a natural varied orchard. 

  I have also begun to promote Hugelkultur very actively, I am hoping to make a new career designing and installing them as fences instead of milled lumber for privacy. By design it is the very best way to make a living wall that will support itself with water and nutrients. I have two folks lined up who are as excited as I am about the old branches laying around on their property.

  This is the spring and summer of learning for me in my favorite classroom, nature. 

Hugelkultur..The Wood Composting Method that creates deep soil and saves water ..part 1

Have you ever picked up a rotting log and had it crumble in your hand? Found an old wood pile left to rot? You tried to find some good wood in there but mainly found spongy funk? Yes?! Then you are going to get this right away.
 That rotting wood is the start of your new garden, it's soil in the making! The base you are going to start with, is wood. 
 You begin looking for...Logs, branches, leaves & twigs. Some of us have a lot of them. Some of us don't. In the latter case you look for..rotting untreated lumber, fallen fences, storm ravaged wood wreckage, anybody's unwanted burn pile. You can turn this type of unwanted, clean untreated woody "waste" into a self feeding self watering planting area, with even very poor soil.

The idea is old as the woods quite literally. Hugel means hill or mound in German and combined with the word culture-kultur ( nearly the same in both languages) it describes these log and branch filled mounds. 
The basic idea is you lay out large wood pieces logs stumps, branches etc. and cover it well with a bunch of, compost, leaves, wood-chips what ever you have. Then cover very very well with soil, and plant right away. Read on...

What happens is over the years all that wood is rotting and becoming the perfect combination of spongy and airy...a beneficial environmental cocoon deep inside capable of holding water from winter rains for months and months. 
Warmth from the pile inside rotting gives extra protection from cold, extending your growing 
season. 

Sepp Holzer Illustration 

Garden below demonstrates this, these cucumber seeds were sown the same day from the same seed packet. The added warmth helped quite a bit.

This was a first year side by side experiment..done by one of my readers on Facebook. Right is piled up small wood waste, pine cones and pine bark, covered with soil and compost then with burlap. It was then  planted into. The plot on the left side got the same amount of compost at planting. Left side was watered, right side was not, but for one spring rain shower over night! This is one month of growth. Showing that even small piles offer warmth benefits, and good results.

First off..I know many people are saying now.."won't the wood rob nitrogen?" The answer to that is; That's why most say these are best after the 2nd year. So some folks add manure to speed up the process. I like to point out that the pile should be very well covered, covered deep enough in dirt to grow first year. Nitrogen fixing plants are used as an important part of the polyculture planting recommended, and should not be skipped.

Cedars, Redwood types, Madrone, are not the very best choices because they are known not to rot and have properties that are unhealthy to plant growth. That said they can be used in small amounts or around edges of pile as a border if desired.

Soft woods ..Cottonwood, Apple, Pear, Alder, Maple, Oak. Yes..Pine, Fir tho acid at the start are okay if  dead for a few years. Some choose it to plant acid loving bushes like blueberry.

Hard woods just don't break down and are valuable for other uses like building furniture or firewood. Dead brambles, Wild roses, Trees or bushes that root easily from cuttings like willow should be dried out completely before being buried unless you are trying to make a willow fence! I have heard it suggested to burn willow or other questionable wood down to bio-char if you are in a rush. This can be added to a hugel.
More about good wood and bad wood at Permies forum 
https://www.permies.com/t/12206/hugelkultur/Hugelkultur-Good-wood-Bad-wood


Get a backhoe or digger to match your needs. For the lowest footprint; 
Hire local professional with references 
Use local materials
Make sure work is planned out
make sure digger understands what you need before you begin, they will not hear you when driving.
finish the job to avoid return visit
fix mistakes right away
stay with operator until job is finished, don't walk away!

You want your wood configured on a nicely leveled out spot and at a right angle to flow of water if built on a slope/hill or against the prevailing wind. 

Wood can be placed in a shallow trench, wherever you are working your spot should be level to a max 3 degree variable on a flat spot or terrace. Swales are dug around perimeter as a border for slowing run off, controlling erosion and allowing water to slowly seep in.

Experienced builders with room to do so, recommend building  them TALL 7-10 ft.  These will support a food system for many, many years! 

 Any size works and can be scaled down to fit a small yard too, like here

stack wood nice and neat

Sepp Holzer told us to try to achieve a 70 degree slope for the easiest harvesting on tall beds.

You may mix in composted manure, compost, sod turned over.. but it is recommended to use native or natural soil  and not to use a potting type blend. Clay content is fine, and in fact helpful for holding moisture. The wood will become compost in time. Hugelkultur is wonderful for breaking up clay soils and making them fertile.

The final steps are as important as building the hill, a polyculture planting is recommended. 

When you are all covered with soil, sprinkle with straw then find leafy branches and stand them up against the beds. You will then need to make large wooden pins out of branches as well and pin down the branches tightly against it's surface.

    

                                                                       Shown here in Paul Wheaton's great new video!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sso4UWObxXg

                                                                     

 Use like a spike with crotch pinning down the branches you laid on the surface.

look for sticks that have one long end and a shorter crooked branch, long end goes into pile while side branch hlds down shade branches.

These branches pinned on the outside of the pile offer benefits like support, shading, breaking hard rainfall, & reducing erosion until roots form a netting.  Mulch pathways well.

This must be planted right away. Large seeds are placed by hand, potato, beans, sunflowers, peas. Small seed mix is made from lettuces, greens of all kinds & root vegetables of all kinds. Lupine, purslane, and beneficial flowers like calendula, nasturtium, feverfew, etc... here and there in a separate mix. The size of the seed affects the way it is broadcast, and you do want a fine even spray of seed to go all over the pile.  

Either water very lightly for a few days or let the rain do it for you, settling and shifting will occur, holes can just be filled with soil and patted into place.

The time of year you decide to build your pile, will affect how often you need to water during it's first years.  

If you build in the fall before your rainy season, plant with winter vegetables suitable to your climate and/or plant a cover crop.  A bed that has had all winter to store water will need very little water or none at all depending on your climate and summer rain fall. A hugelkultur built in spring will need water it's first year most likely. However it will use much less if planted as instructed. No bare soil, a green carpet is best. Mulch is good but still expires moisture with out leaves to catch humidity and send it back to soil and plants. Harmless weeds and herbs such as chickweed and scarlet pimpernel, miners lettuce, docks, purslane, clovers should all be allowed to fill in empty spots and cradle vegetables with moisture and shaded soil. Varied root depths draw moisture from deep inside to the upper layers like stairs. 

http://horizont-13.blogspot.com/2012/09/hugelbeete-anlegen.html

A wonderful blog with great illustrations  

http://www.krameterhof.at/index.php?id=veranstaltungen

At the Krameterhof, Sepp Holzer's farm in Austria.

An aerial shot of huge hugel-beds in Montana

built by Sepp Holzer and his Team!

Many images and my base information drawn from this article;

www.richsoil.com/hugelkultur/

and my time spent with Sepp Holzer during a 5 day workshop, the first of many to come.

All roads lead to

http://www.permies.com/forums/f-117/hugelkultur

when you want in depth info or if you'd like to read about dozens and dozens of gardens that have been built with this method

PART 2..

Hugelkultur...I did it my way!!

a continuing journey into creative applications.

Rocket Stove Mass Heaters- A love letter

I've been reading about this for months now and want so very much to begin building one.

          Dedicated to Terri & Ricky in Takilma who treated me like family from day one.

Article updated; 1-2-2016

 

   Ernie and Erica Wisner

What is a Rocket Mass Heater? 

It is a hybrid of a rocket stove design combined with principles of stone and brick masonry but made with a clay and straw mixture called cob... It is also in a great love affair with sculpture.
 A rocket stove runs on very small amounts of wood, twig sizes are ideal... making firewood easy to obtain. Wood is placed in a vertical hopper and magically burns sideways. The videos I have compiled here do a lot of the explaining. 

"Mass".. is made of cob in the example above and below.It is sculpted into a bench shape, the "mass" in a masonry structure it is brick or stone, in the greenhouse video below it is earth. Mass..It holds the heat from the exhaust, and releases it  for hours after the fire goes out. 

Unlike a usual wood stove. It is constructed with a j shaped tunnel going up into an oil barrel in many cases, with it's magical guts configured with precise specs...runs super hot like wind tunnel and it sounds like a rocket... thus the term "rockety" has been catching on. The exhaust pipes from the heater barrel portion are run horizontally through a long massive bench capturing and storing the heat. Warm seating and a radiant heat barrel that boasts a ripping spot to cook, boil water, and more.

All this and no smoke, just steam..invisible from any real distance. Pure efficiency when it comes to using wood as fuel. 

Cord wood is not really needed, branches will do and fit well into hopper. Just one reason they are great for the elderly and me.

www.templefire.net

This is a love letter to all the amazing people who have been experimenting and building amazing Rocket Stove Mass Heaters Those who have the brilliance to make it accessible to more people. Making the "mass" of cob, these can be made for very little money by homeowners all over the world.

I am trying to make a one page spot, to store all the best videos and links I have been watching in preparation of building one in our greenhouse and then one for the house. We figured we'd work out all the kinks on one that did not need to be quite as lovely to look at.

New videos will be added to this blog as they emerge in an effort to keep info fresh and current, so please return

                                  

 Ernie and Erica Wisner.. Authorities in the Rocket Mass Heater world, have written in great length and with

Paul Wheaton  they have made great videos about the subject. They have TONS of  invaluable experience.

Must read and must follow; as in advice, publications and videos.

Purchase plans 

http://www.ernieanderica.info/shop

*YOU NEED PROFESSIONAL PLANS!! 

You must do a lot of study before you begin to make one at home...

 Buy their plans..be smart.

  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwEvj-JqUoQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mZQdu2wNi4

more links;

http://www.ernieanderica.info/rocketstoves
http://www.ernieanderica.info/shop

Make this!

                       

 

Combined with this earthen mass greenhouse design 

Here is the core at work,

 note the metal riser has what looks like cement on top of it at 1:00 and 5:39 min mark

that is the insulation..that tube has an inner metal tube with insulating material stuffed

between it and the outer metal pipe.

 nice visual video from urocketstoves

Cob steps lead to a second floor, bringing warmth up and warming feet. An exceptional site with beautiful cob construction pictures, where I found this. 

  Here is the main book in print, you can buy it a lot of places

   

   Rocket Mass Heaters © 2007

by Ianto Evans and Leslie Jackson

http://www.amazon.com/Rocket-Mass-Heaters-Superefficient-Woodstoves/dp/0966373839

Paul Wheaton YouTube video's

are used throughout this blog

Go visit his channel, it's filled with goodies.

http://www.youtube.com/user/paulwheaton12?feature=watch

the very same

Paul Wheaton 

From Permies. com 

& Rich Soil.com

 The information hub and forum where I began this journey. I have not taken as much as I would like from there, for this article because you should go yourself!

http://permies.com/stoves

http://permies.com

www.richsoil.com

Super clear visuals from Zero Fossil Fuel, impressed with his technical methods, and the dry stacked firebricks and more that can be replaced. Welders will find this viable. The rest of us will get a much better understanding of the core.

http://alt-nrg.org/rocket.html

http://alt-nrg.org/

http://alt-nrg.org/rocket.html

http://alt-nrg.org/

Masonry heaters are the grand daddy of the "mass" heating technique. Large stone walls with fireplaces, ovens and such built in, holding the heat of the fire for hours after fires have gone out. These are from

A wonderful Oregon Company  Firespeaking whom I would just love to hire!

                               http://www.firespeaking.com/

                                                                   for amazing pictures

from their page as well a rocket mass heater

        

    

This is a crazy huge application..with floor heating ...way over my head.. 

The autopsy of it, when they do repairs is a good illustration of how some materials break down and just plain old don't work and should not be thought of as "good enough."

This article is still a work in progress...stay tuned

Urbanite in one of  it's natural environments 

Some home spun fun and BBQ to boot

you can do this kind of Rocket Stove as a warmer upper.

Please let me know if I have used any pictures without proper credit being given

askwildehilde@gmail.com

it can be hard to trace things to their proper origins

Rain Gardens

Rain Gardens..A method of rain capture used in permaculture. Trenches are dug from downspouts off houses etc and allowed to flow all over a yard and seep in slowly over a larger area. Basins are created and planted.
One of the best articles I have seen is here.
http://midwestpermaculture.com/2008/12/front-yard-rain-garden-and-berm/

This is one of those articles you don't want to lose, and  one I share often...

I needed the link handy...so here it is 

Green Clean Roof Greenhouse ..What a concept

                                 I hate plastic, I love glass. I love greenhouses, I hate plastic..

Recently I ran across an article about an underground greenhouse with only the roof above ground. The inside was clearly cozy, but the view from outside was less than lovely..plastic sheeting. My greenhouse is plastic, so I get it believe you me, there are not many choices out there. While thinking of cheap ways to obtain glass..
My thoughts ran to these slumped bottles I found on Etsy
                        http://www.etsy.com/listing/91495001/mikes-hard-lemonade-bottle-flattened

I think one could use these or slumped wine bottles as a clear double-walled roof tile, laid out as one would Spanish tiles and wired into place. I'd love to try this idea out on a small scale. The sculptural properties of these bottles would be so much fun to work with. I find this concept worthy of the obvious time and expense for another purpose, a clean rainwater collection surface. Most roofs are not food safe, glass is. I think water collected off this type of roof would be cleaner than most. Where you store the water offers another myriad of  possibilities. Ponds are choice one... how nice it would be to know the water going into it, is not laced with roof goop of some kind. >(pond next to underground greenhouse not being recommended)< Clay pipes which are also clean.. are a good choice to move water to the correct spot for pond or water storage of choice.
Below are the images that inspired this idea.

                                         http://indulgy.com/post/ANlQIN9IH1/underground-greenhouse

                             


                                            http://www.roperld.com/science/solargreenhouses.htm

https://www.forum.haszysz.com/walipini-underground-greenhouse-t22079.html?s=fa6c1953cea049a95d2888b12e7c75f6&amp;

This one is amazing.

How to on making a slump mold to make your own shapes
http://grabcad.com/library/wine-bottle-drape-mold-for-slumping

Okay I did a test here is my new info;
This idea is an art project..in a first test in sunlight, it was clear to me that bottles like this block too much light for some greenhouse uses in some climates. A fun idea if you are trying to defuse the sun in a sun room, room would still be very well lit and make a wow art statement. I still plan to try a small roof for a shed or shade house for clean water collection. 


New application ideas would be a wire fence covered with the flattened bottles laid out in Spanish tile pattern. I like the idea because you could sort of see through but still have light and privacy. Some fences block light and limit the types of plants one can have inside their yard. I found some great fence ideas while continuing my reserch and foud this blog;
http://www.lushome.com/plastic-glass-recycling-fences-built-empty-bottles-20-green-building-ideas/71166 

some examples that show a fence that gives privacy and allows some visibility and light through the fence.